“I just want things to be in the right place. I’m not good at handling relationships, but I’m really trying my best. I feel like when I’m finally contented and happy, something bad will happen, and screw things up. I’m so sick of giving in a lot of effort. I’m so sick of caring for people who doesn’t care for me. I’m so sick of people who did nothing but took me for granted. I’m so sick of hoping that everything will get better. I’m so sick of trusting my heart to someone who will just end up hurting me. I’m so sick of wanting the wrong person over and over again. I’m so sick of everything. I’m not asking to have a perfect relationship. I just need someone who will never give up on me, no matter how moody I can get, no matter how annoying and possessive I can be. I just want someone who will fight for me until the end. I want someone who wont last a day without asking how my day was. Someone who would listen to my rants and never get sick of it. Someone who genuinely cares for me. Someone who accept my flaws, and still appreciate me. Someone who cares for my feelings more than his. Someone who needs me. And someone who will never break my heart. My heart is so tired. I’ve had enough of bullshit, and I want a relationship that lasts.”
emotions of the past.